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Burn the core [Nov. 24th, 2004|12:19 am]
[mood |distresseddistressed]
[music |HIM]

well i havent written in here in a bajillion years but ive been so overwhelmed with stuff well right now im at my pookie Kristens house and i started going out with Vig last month but last week i went to the Darkest hour show and Ryan from DH was gonna come home with us but he couldnt so i ended up going back to Danny Moynihans and taking Xanex speaking of Im watching a Narcotics Anonymous" commercial which is shit it looks like its 20 years old ha ha well then uh huh me and Vig got in a fight because he keeps mentioning my friend like hes interested and i was like well "jesus chirst why dont you just go hang out with her" and we left BBmcgees i wanted to cry though i dont wanna fight with him
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I will call you out and burn your wings... [Jul. 19th, 2004|12:01 pm]
[mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[music |Darkest Hour]

Well I havent updated this in like a long ass time but I guess this is a good reason to, cause im coming home in 2 days and i couldnt be fucking happpier I cant wait to get out of NY and fucking leave i wanted to go home since the days i got here but its all good now....unless the plane crashes or blows up or gets hijacked...oh fuck would that suck...damnit now im thinking negative...Well yeah...hmmm....bye !
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ummmm..............yea [Jun. 28th, 2004|09:46 pm]
well............i have been writing in myspace so yea well i dunno what to say im going to hang out with my cousin so peace suckas
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"Write this down in the diary you abuse " [Jun. 23rd, 2004|11:54 pm]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |The Varukers]

Well well well, today i went to Jones beach it was pretty fun actually even though i hate the beach ! but while i was at the beach i had gotten terrible news but that isnt the piont i miss you guys in florida and i cant wait to get back so i can chill with my dawgs yo ! just no drunken Anna Nicole rampages okay Crystal? but anyways its only 12 the night is young and my sister is on so goodnite kids !!! MWAH
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fuck. [Jun. 22nd, 2004|01:03 am]
[mood |exhaustedexhausted]
[music |The Varukers]

ahh today was pretty grrrrreat! well first it kinda sucked and then ashley called me <3 we talk for like 45 mins. and then my dad came home and took me to the Nassau county fair it was great i met this family and they were all like acrobats i guess but they were really hott (the two sons) they were 16 and 18 and my sis was all trying to hit on them and the guys like yeah my girlfriends over there ha ha ha ! but they were in the cirque de solei in '98 and god they were hott but they actually live in Wales in england but i think the accent is one of the things that got me ! accents always get me !!! especially english and Irish jeeeeeeeze im tired MWAH good nite !!!!
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In the face you miss the most,You'll see them soon...stop. [Jun. 21st, 2004|08:10 am]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |Black Flag]

Well this weekend was interesting io went out on friday with my cousin shes 18 and we hung out wiht her boyfriend and then saturday we went to friendlys and my cousin found a hair in her ice cream and almost barfed and me and my other cousin and sister were histerical but anyways i didnt get the job at that jewish deli LMAO but i think i got the job at Torrid big deal i dont even want a job but i think im going back to cbgbs this weekend and in a few days my cousins girl freind wants to go see "Kill your Idols", "Vision" "Insted" "cause for alarm" and "the first step" theyre all hardcore bands i dont really wanna go but she likes them lol so ill go
but friday these are the bands im gonna see :
The Paragraph
Metal John
The Alabama Black Snakes
Blood Stained Kings

Saturday im gonna see:
Dean Johnson Presents "Grrrl's Nite Out"
Dirty Excuse
Triple Creme
Kevin Cahoun

thats gonna be grrrreat but i miss all you guys in florida especially crystal mother fucker !!!!!!!!!!
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oi oi oi [Jun. 19th, 2004|12:49 am]
[mood |draineddrained]
[music |Tears for fears]

i am at my cousins and its ok for now i wanna go hooooome !!!!!!!!!! fuuuuuuuuuck la la la ha ha alright-o just email me if ya need me I MISS YOU CRYSTAL METH !
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Now It Seems That I Have Found, Nothing At All [Jun. 18th, 2004|03:11 am]
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Tears For Fears]

- Clothes: nintendo shirt ,cocoa crispie pj pants
- Mood:Depressed
- Music: Tears for fears (new wave)
- Make-up: a little
- Hair: messy !
- thing you ought to be doing: going home...to florida...
- Current Desktop Picture:Andrew W.K.
- Current Favorite Artist: A.W.K.
- Current Favorite Group: Lowerclass brats
- Current CD in CD Player:New wave Hits From THe 80's
- Current worry: more of my family putting me down.


- You Touched: Jason
- You Talked to: Online: Ashley <3
- You Hugged: Jason
- You Instant messaged: Lindsay
- You Yelled At: my stepmom...
- You Kissed:...fuck off

** FAV0RITE **-
Color: Hot Pink
- Album: The Wolf
- Shoes: Converse.
- TV Show: wild boyz
- Song currently: "Sorrow"
- Cartoon: The Simpsons

**ARE Y0U **
- Understanding: sometimes.
- Insecure: .Wow Very.
- Interesting: No...IDK
- Friendly: heh heh sure.
- Moody: Very
- Childish: uh huh Very
- Independent: i have to be ...
- Healthy: not really.
- Emotionally Stable: not at all...
- Shy: eh not really
- Angry: yes very...
- Sad: yes very.
- Happy: no not anymore

** WH0 D0 Y0U WANT T0 **
- Kill: Myself.
- Slap:. my dad.
- Get High With: Crystal.
- Look Like: Alaine from the Devotchkas!
- Talk To Offline: Crystal

- Been kissed? yeah..dunno why though.
- Done Drugs?. ha ha yeah!
- Been on stage? Yes
- Dumped Someone? Yes.
- Gotten in a car accident? yes...
- Been in love? ...whats love ?

** iN THE LAST 24 H0URS, HAVE Y0U **
- Cried? Hell Yea.
- Bought something and if so what ? Yes, a skirt..ugh...and shoes.
- Said "I love you"? NO !
- Written a real letter? Yes.
- Moved on? no...but i need to
- Talked to someone you have a crush on? Yes <3
- Had a serious talk? Yes...
- Missed someone?! Oh God yeah.
- Hugged someone? No
- Fought with your parents? fuck yeah.
- Fought with a friend? ...No

** D0 Y0U **
- Have a crush on someone?. yea..
- If you got a tattoo, where would you get it? My forearm and the back of my neck
- How did you spend last summer? ~sigh~...With my freinds
- Are you lonely?. Lately YES!
- Are you happy? Lately...No !
- Are you wearing pajamas?Yep.
- What is your astrological sign? Taurus
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(no subject) [Jun. 18th, 2004|02:35 am]
Horoscope for Taurus
17 Jun 2004
Passion is about the best way for you to relieve tension. Your changing philosophies may lead you into new circles and open doors that will give you a unique outlook on life. Don't reveal anything about your personal life to those who may use such information against you.

Kwiz.Biz Daily Horoscopes for your Blog

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Im On my own... [Jun. 16th, 2004|06:30 pm]
[mood |crushedcrushed]
[music |The Used]

see all those people on the ground
wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
but just for tonight
the top of the world
sitting here wishing
the things I've become
that something is missing
maybe I...
but what do I know

and now it seems that I have found
nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
slow it down, slow it down
without it all
I'm choking on nothing
it's clear in my head
and I'm screaming for something
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
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